When I'm bothered by people, I want to kill tgem. Even when I know it was an accident, like someone bumping into me or something. I immediately visualize killing them in some gory way right then. It used to make me feel better, but now it's really scaring me. The first I remember feeling like this was in second grade. Occasionaly, I would have the powerful urge to pick up a chair and hit someone in the head with it as hard as I could. I would see it in my head and was always pretty gory, but at seven this didn't bother me at all. Over the years they've increased and varied. I'm thirteen now and they hapen all the time. I can see myself stabbing their eyes out, bashing their skulls open, even slicing open there stomachs sndripping out their intestines, among other things. I try to stop myself from thinking and seeing this, but it never works. Whst should I do?