This sounds like depression symptoms to me although i am not a professional, the more u let things go the harder it seems to be to get back on top of them, u want to do something about the mess but u jst dont feel like u have any motivation at all and u dont no why. Ur starting to struggle to cope with the mess and other things that are going wrong even if theyre only tiny thing u jst feel like nothing is going right, ur feeling down for no reason. If wat im describing is right then please go to a doctor as these feeling tend to persist unless seen to so seek persist, and even if u arent esperiencing wat im saying, then i still think u should go to a doctor incase these feelings continue, and even if u suddenly feel less depressed u should stilll get a professional opinion becuase that lack of motivation u have is not right i think , so seen as u seem willing to go to a doctor then u should and going to a doctor can not make the situation worse only better, the very worst it could do is change nothing about the situation so ask for advice and im sure u will be full of motivation in no time=] xXx