iam 18 single i have alot of friends but only a few iam close to, i never wanted a relationship but i enjoy being liked by the ladies iam in love with one of my oldfriends but we never been togher and this unexplained love for her is stunting my love life to the point i dont even want toflirt with other women i just want her,but shes unavalble so i feel lonely now when she is not around why do i love this girl i never even been with or even kissed for that matter,and why dose she have such a larg impact on my life in a way that she dosent even mean to have ???