This question has been circling my mind and is making my whole emotions chaotic. Given my whole life, I wouldn't last long. My mind would snap, coz of thinking a lot of things (especially unexplainable questions), and my emotions aren't that good to. I have more depression attack lately, and a lot of questions is popping out. But this question is more prominent or rather, it's kind of the root of it all. I judt one answers and some explanation what's happening.