I grew up overseas from when I was 4 to 12, I was quickly removed from where I was living because of my brother's medical problems, I lost contact with all my friends, and now that I am readjusting, I am forgetting my childhood, sometimes I feel disoriented and like I have lost touch with reality, but I am forgetting everything at an alarming rate and I just can't feel like it was real, even though I know it was. Do you have any advice for this disconnect I have from reality? It really haunts me to watch everything I knew, left only in memories, fade to dust. It makes me doubt my sanity when I can't tell the difference between fact and fiction.