I think something might be wrong with my mom, there's days when everything is fine and normal then others she is Genuinly mean to me and my brother, irrational, and filled with rage for whatever reason. Like last night for example I didn't plan on coming home and she knew that I was staying at my boyfriends but at 2 in the morning we hear her banging on the window, the doorbell, the whole freaking house. I went outside and the whole reason she was so LIVID was she wanting my car keys? No type of reasoning, yelling, or anything would distract her from her "mission" for like of a better word...it was scary things got violent then she finally left. On her good days she will even either forget or black out all her episodes and be a nice to be one minute than go from 0-60 calling me a fat ungrateful bitch or something. There's been times when she's seemed suicidal and full blown psychotic or manic, I'm at my wits end with her and if there is something wrong with her how can I get a 50 year old to actually get the help she needs?