I'm starting to feel like the only productive use of my time is to punish or ruin the lives of evil men. Should I pose as a child online to catch molesters? I just want to go out clubbing and shoot every creep in their face. Honestly, I have so much pent up anger at the perversion of humanity I am agoraphobic and breakdown at simple TV commercials. Even with medication and therapy I have no desire to comply to this race's social standards if it means that the terrible things we're capable of still happen. What do I gain from following a law that others will certainly break? If someone is 'wrong' enough to kill or hurt me then do I not have the right to win the started battle and rid them of this planet?