Its been a year that a beloved friend has left me alone without telling me the reason & I still can not get over it & I'm so much tired of my life because I'm so much disappoited. I have been hospitalized,tried to make new friends,changed my field of study,started playing piano,spoken to experienced people but they all faced failure because I'm so much stucked in the shock of her leaving on my birthday & this not knowing the reason is toturing me badly & she just doesn't care so why should I still breath?!